Just another ordinary day

its been ages since i last blogged. sometimes i am too busy to blog, sometimes i just feel so shitty i don’t even want to do anything. this is called, laziness, or maybe i am just tired. tired of everything.

in 2 days, it wld have been 2 months at tekong for my BMT. in 3 days, i wld have passed out, with a 50% chance of getting into command sch. but its not the case. i had to fall out of training. Pes A military training is not for me. i cant take the strenuous activities so i stopped temporarily before my heart stops forever. it was a tough choice to make. my platoon was everything i asked for but yeah i still OOT-ed (OOT: out of training) my cardiologist appointment is on tuesday, 10th of June. hopefully i am well. i hate the feeling of having a tight chest or to feel breathless. i want my life, i want my future, no way am i going to endanger my life in the army.

so yeah, i got posted out on the 28th of May. Sad day as i had to say goodbye. got my posting order on the day itself and i really wasnt prepared, wasnt prepared to say goodbye to my dear friends and commanders. i will miss J company. where am i posted? nee soon camp. tts in yishun by the way. i will be attending the basic medic course (BMC) on the 23rd of June. it’s a stay-in course but until then, i stay out. how’s my life there? it’s pretty relaxed and the pple there are very nice pple. i am grateful to have met them.

enough said abt my army life. let’s talk abt saturday. its a day of mixed feelings i guess. i felt fucked up early in the morning. been trying to arrange the outing with shih han but she left her phone at home. so basically i was waiting and waiting for nothing. again. but i guess i cldnt do anything. we leave our phone at home sometimes. so i arranged to meet Paul. before i continue, lets talk abt Paul. hmm all i can say actually, is that i am grateful to have him as a friend. he’s always there for me. nice guy. ok, anyway, poor guy booked out on saturday only so i cld only meet him in the evening for KUNGFU PANDA (young at heart!). so what did i do in the day? i went on a shopping craze, alone. i guess sometimes its good to be alone. i enjoyed myself. i bought:

1) EURO Germany Shirt $55

2) 2 shirts for $30 + 2 $35 shirts from Flesh Imp = $100

3) 1 Samuel and Kelvin Shirt $19.20 ~ $20

so thats abt $175. it cld have been more but i cldnt find the right pair of shoes. i guess i will continue my spending today at vivo before i meet kok and gang in the evening! kok siang and nigel are 2 other nice guys i appreciate.

happy birthday to me. its been a normal usual birthday. thks to all those who gave me birthday greetings! thks ada for wishing me every year since we were secondary 2? its been like 5 years. thks my friend. ok i shall upload some pictures later in the week? pictures of my merchandise haha. but my laziness cld stop me from doing so.just to let u know.

i pray your granddad will be fine. i pray you will be fine. i pray your troubles will go away.