ahh, i just love this show. the cast is brilliant- Joe Jonas, his brothers (Jonas Brothers), 15 yr old Demi Lovato. She’s so young yet she sings so beautifully and writes near perfect songs. If you guys are free, pls do watch it. here’s the link: http://www.sidereel.com/Camp_Rock/_watchlinkviewer/28
Sorry for not blogging for the past few weeks. Just that, everyday has been pretty much the same. The only change is the use of a 16G needle instead of a 20G for my IV practice. the 16G needle is quite terrifying, especially when it hits ur muscles/ pierces through the vein totally, causing a hematoma. i will blog again later today. for now, ima have a good lunch and a movie. see ya pple
its always towards the end when you realize how much you love your pet. in between those years there will surely be some form of mistreatment where you dont bother how its feeling. its normal. i have had my jack russel for like 11 years (this year 12) and i really love him. he’s one hyper and strong witted dog. his stubborn nature has prevented us from training him from young and as a result we had to leash him to prevent him from throwing tantrums or going upstairs to do his business.
my dog was hospitalised last week. he stopped eating/ ate very little for 2 days so we wanted to know what was wrong. after having blood test and other tests, the vet concluded his kidneys had failed and that he is dehydrated. when my father msged me that, i felt a sinking feeling. i know i wasnt ready to let him go yet. sometimes when i think abt it, i feel like crying. there is no treatment for his failed kidneys. there is dialysis but it will only prolong his life for how long? only god knows. he’s kinda old already and the vet adviced we shldnt spend the money on an uncertain dialysis.
i guess now he;s just idling ard waiting for his time. how much pain he is going through we will nv know because he’s so stubborn he sometimes dont show it. he’s one hell of a tough dog. i love him so. i miss those hyper days of his, the fat belly he used to have that i once loved to rub. now he’s just so skinny i can feel his bones. i am now scared i massage him till i break his bones.
right now as i blog this entry he’s sitting on my side looking at me with those sad eyes. i cant help but to tear too. i have to somehow accept it in future that i am going to lose my beloved dog. i just hope he will go in peace one day and appear in my dreams sometimes to see me. i dont mind if his ghost lingers around me or i hear imaginary barks of his because i really love him. i think i will cry like mad when he goes. will i get another dog in future? maybe not. i cant bear to lose another pet though its supposed to be that way. i pray for miracles.
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