finally my tiring week has ended with this blog entry.
monday i had moonlight marshal rehearsal at the actual campsite. waste of time. 2 days 1 night of MLM and 1 rehearsal really puts your mood down. you have to focus so much you dont really have to care whats going on outside of the activity. yet i still found some time to care for you. life’s so exciting isnt it? sometimes when you expect things to go your way, they don’t and you end up disappinted.
anyway was on leave on friday and i took my first practice at Basic theory! must admit its actually quite easy. no wonder you need to get 90% instead of 50%. haha. but there are ome stuff that you wont know if you didnt read through. but i believe those questions will hardly affect your score. i waited and waited and waited and waited and waited for your sms and waited and waited and waited and waited for your reply when i smsed you instead. i took the liberty to take some medicinns for you. willing to travel to somewhere convenient for you. but i got nothing. dont ask me why i didnt call instead cos i ot ticked off alr. i gave the benefit of the doubt that maybe you are so sick you slept the whole day. but i got nth that night when i smsed again. and neither have i gotten a reply now. why? true that its my choice to help. but is it entirely unreasonable to be mad attbeing taken for granted. i waited like fool. i have had enough.
treat your friends better. dont let your personal feelings for someone else affect the way you treat your friends. they are human too. have the decency to reply, to inform, to acknowledge. treat them the way you want them to treat you or you will lose them. just like how you are about to lose one now. i dont deserve this.
i wish you all the best in life. and no people, i am not being emo. i just dont like being taken for granted. i am sure you will understand my actions when you have gone through it. i have better friends to care for.
enough of you. today i had my RT cover at Khatib Camp. it was horrid to wake up at 6am on a sunday morning and then thinking abt the next day’s duty. yes, i am on duty on deepavali! how nice. but its ok. this mth i get to claim 2.5 day off plus one less duty next mth. haha. gonna accumulate my offs and whack them before i ORD. anyw i had fun yesterday with shu, pam and baldwin. we visited Hadi! our dear prison warden friend from medic course. he’s still on cructches! poor guy. hahah we took a damn long bus from his house to far east plaza. wndow shopped for awhile before making my way home to rest for today’s morning cover.
meet again soon! all the best for Brunei!
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