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bite me Alice! ahah. to me, she’s the coolest female vamp of the Cullens. the coolest male vamp goes to Dr Carlisle Cullen! woohoo.
i enjoyed it though i know it can be better! i wanna watch again!

a terribly long time..

hello people, its been light years (figuratively) since i last said something.

well life has been smooth sailing thus far with certain stuff still stuck into my heard. urgh. my life can be so sucky sometimes. camp wise, all’s been good and i hope they remain good till i ORD. i am gonna be down pes-ed to perm PES C9L2 for my asthma! that means no jan enhanced BMT. hope to make it for march PES C recourse if not September. thanks to Dr James and Dr Soo for referring me to the right specialist otherwise i dont know what would have happened.

i am starting to get worried abt what i am going to do in university. in view of today’s global recession, all dad thinks abt my future job is its demand and pay it gives. understandably, he wants me to have a good life in future. i too, want to have a good life. i mean who doesnt right? but why bother asking me what i wanna do when you know your reply is always LOW demand and LOW pay. whats wrong with doing something i LIKE so i can EXCEL in it? i love drugs, i love medical conditions. and i intend to go along that field. i know, i didnt have damn good grades to do medicine but what the hell, at least i tried. i wanna do pharmacy too. so what if low pay. i intend to do medical research. sounds bombastic. it may be disbelieving to your ears. but hey, thats what i aspire to do. i hate it when my mum actually laughed at me when i told her what i wanted to do. she cldnt believe her ears. how to succeed without your parents support? tell me how?

rarh, on a lighter yet most random and out of place note, i am hooked to David Archuletta’s ‘Touch My Hand’ its such a catchy song. and his vocals are woot. wahahaha

problem 2, her. just a couple of days ago, she finally told me. told me the guy she has been referring to i her nick and her blog. ouch i must say. but i still took it as a friend. she has doubts. she has fears. dont we all. apparently some jerk led her on and left her dangling, disappeared into thin air. hate pple like that. and its consequences? her lost in trust in guys and even struck a fear of disappointment and rejection in her. what happened to the old strong one? i cant find it. she’s been hurt too bdly, and can i help her? maybe he can. i dont knw wat the future holds neither do i know what iam gonna do. let nature takes its course. we meet new friends in diff chapters of our lives. thou shall not limit myself to one fish, when i am in the ocean (:

heroes is wicked. the storyline and even Arthur Petrelli. shall nt blog abt heroes alr. bored.

happy for cousin! she writes for myPAPER. look out for articles by Joy Fang (:

Liverpool FC- The love of my life

finally, stamford bridge has fallen! a new dawn has arrived! is this liverpool’s time? i keep my fingers crossed. its too early to determine anything.

Heroes is another love of my life! Season 3 can’t get any better. i love the twists, the suspense created. i can safely say that there is humanity in those who have powers. is it really good to pre-cog like Usutu or Angela or Isaac? i dont think so. Angela tried to kill Sylar when he was a young boy just because she saw the future monster Sylar. I strongly believe they are the cause of the future. their obsession to change the future sure changes the future they saw but it somehow results in something equally bad. hmm.

my favourite character thus far is non other than Daphne. She’s fast and she’s hot. a real hottie. (:

ok that doesnt show her prettiness. maybe this one will

OMG no Heroes next week! assholes.

a brand new week…

whee i m back.

i  seriously wanna smash my keyboard.its not producing all the letters i have hit! arhhh.wireless fuck technology.oops.

MOPA is a really great role for me. i get to learn multiple stuff. stuff i dreamt of learning when i was a kid. so one of my wishes has been granted in that sense. i have met many drugs, many conditons etc and i remember them well cos its been my passion. not to take them mind you. but to learn abt them. and learn their purpose. thus i  am inspired to do pharmacology. its a sign! hopee i can get that course nxt year when i reapply!

the weekend has arrived…

like finally!

Summary of this week:

i love my new unit- MP command where i am deployed at both DB and Kranji Medical Centre! currently on understudy and some days i have to stay overnight which i dont really mind. being a duty medic is quite sian bcos there’ s really a lot to be done! i am gettting more pro with medicine now: clarythromycin, amoxycyin, tetracycline, chlorophenylamine, ponstan, augmentin, doxycycline etc

been selected to train as an MOPA for now. needless to say, there’s a whole lot of shit to do: reading the doc’s handwriting, type fast, familiar with system and be fast with everything! ahhh seeing Soong process patients i get freaked out too. GASP.

met a lot of new friends and old ones too! Fahmy for eg is a great guy. today we took the train home tgt and he talked to me abt the detainees. i like the way he handles them despite some higher ups disagreeing with his method. oh well, if i were him i wld do the exact same!

i am officially getting fatter. i am actually eating mooncake as i blog. double yolk please! wtf, someone please stop me can? arghh. tmr i am going to swim like a zillion laps and head down to beach road to settle my formation and vocation badges so i can officially declare a new family member of MP Command. whee. speaking of which, xavier and i have been having lots of fun talking crap and working togt. thank god for xavier!!

MEDIC !

first i managed to down pes to pending C9L9 thks to my new MO. finally i got a referral to a chest specialist and finally i got some broncho dilators to help me out in the mean time.

second DB is so small everyone knows almost everyone and everyone is like a one big family

third the inmates arent that all bad. mostly AWOL blah blah common offences

fourth i am inspired to do pharmacology in university thks to the wonder drugs i see in the dispensary

fifth i met an emergency medic on the train today. he talked to me on his life as an scdf and how he cld not take it esp when pple jumped to their deaths etc he is now a private emergency medic. is that a sign? am i to help pple in this way? we shall see. i am leaning towards a degree in pharmacology with the prospect of developing new drugs to help the world.

see my facebook for P036 graduation photos!

sometimes when things dont go your way, you just gotta suck it up. suck it up and move. and thats what i will do.

Barrack orderly on a weekend…

we are technically done with our BMC (basic medic course) ! i am happy and sad. happy cause its over! sad cause we will be seperated again! new unit, new friends, new tasks, greater responsibilities!

posted to MP Command with Xavier and Ivan whom were coincidentally my barrack orderly buddies yesterday. i am actually ok with doing barrack orderly yesterday. i figured even if i were to stay home, i wld be doing practically nothing! but its been fun with xavier. i think over 2 nights we said ‘mai tu liao’ for a million times. glad we got posted to the same unit. he’s one great guy, good listening ear. i ended up telling him about my life last night. cold rainy lonely day where we had to do duty. haha. we decided to watch ‘the eye 2′ and scare ourselves. it worked for awhile before it got boring haha.

realized we live damn near each other. we cabbed to his house this morning and i walked back home using the bridge i used back when i was in ftpss. passing by that school really brings back great memories. i cant hide the fact that i miss secondary school A WHOLE DAMN LOT. and i mean it. those fun times- lessons, friends, teachers, CCA, everything about ftpss i miss.

now here i am alone at home, typing this entry listening to music. what shld i do today. hmmm i have not decided yet.

thank god liverpool won (:

The Man Who Can’t Be Moved..

this song is the perfect song for me now. sorry for the emo or whatever you call type of posts recently. i will be back to normal posts later.

The Script

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag. I’m not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don’t understand,
I’m not… broke I’m just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I’ve been in love with you…

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you’re missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you’d come back here to the place that we’d meet,
And you’d see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I’m not moving…
I’m not moving.

Policeman says son you can’t stay here,
I said there’s someone I’m waiting for if it’s a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you’re missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you’d come back here to the place that we’d meet,
And you’d see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I’m not moving…
I’m not moving.

I’m not moving…
I’m not moving.

People talk about the guy
Whos waiting on a girl…
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world…
Hmmmm

Maybe I’ll get famous as man who can’t be moved,
And maybe you won’t mean to but you’ll see me on the news,
And you’ll come running to the corner…
Cos you’ll know it’s just for you

I’m the man who can’t be moved
I’m the man who can’t be moved…

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you’re missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you’d come back here to the place that we’d meet,
And you’d see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
[Repeat in background]

So I’m not moving…
I’m not moving.

I’m not moving…
I’m not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I’m not gonna move.