bite me Alice! ahah. to me, she’s the coolest female vamp of the Cullens. the coolest male vamp goes to Dr Carlisle Cullen! woohoo.
i enjoyed it though i know it can be better! i wanna watch again!

hello again. its been a long time. duh there has been ups and downs during the weeks of absence. I guess its better to blog abt the better stuff that has happened lately. First of all, our medical centre got 92 points for our audit! how cool is that. i contributed ok, by doing the hand washing technique to the auditor. wahhaha.

last friday i was dead bored and i decided to give Beverly Hills 90210 a try. so i downloaded got all 11 episodes so far and watched them all by sunday! now i am bored again. For those who love gossip girl, you will like 90210. Its lighter than gossip girls definitely but i prefer the cast of 90210. (sorry Blair, hello Silver)

ok guys, i know the first thing you wanna know is- are there any hot girls. well, you decide. say hello to Silver and Annie. (Silver’s mine! gosh i sound bimbotic here)

now, i am targeting another show on tv- The Middleman. heard abt it in Life today. from the first episode it looks kinda cool. we shall see. i am obtaining it nowwwwwww.

on leave till friday! what shall i do? uh huh! go for driving lessons maybe! finally passed BTT and got my green 11b-ish PDL.

hello people, its been light years (figuratively) since i last said something.

well life has been smooth sailing thus far with certain stuff still stuck into my heard. urgh. my life can be so sucky sometimes. camp wise, all’s been good and i hope they remain good till i ORD. i am gonna be down pes-ed to perm PES C9L2 for my asthma! that means no jan enhanced BMT. hope to make it for march PES C recourse if not September. thanks to Dr James and Dr Soo for referring me to the right specialist otherwise i dont know what would have happened.

i am starting to get worried abt what i am going to do in university. in view of today’s global recession, all dad thinks abt my future job is its demand and pay it gives. understandably, he wants me to have a good life in future. i too, want to have a good life. i mean who doesnt right? but why bother asking me what i wanna do when you know your reply is always LOW demand and LOW pay. whats wrong with doing something i LIKE so i can EXCEL in it? i love drugs, i love medical conditions. and i intend to go along that field. i know, i didnt have damn good grades to do medicine but what the hell, at least i tried. i wanna do pharmacy too. so what if low pay. i intend to do medical research. sounds bombastic. it may be disbelieving to your ears. but hey, thats what i aspire to do. i hate it when my mum actually laughed at me when i told her what i wanted to do. she cldnt believe her ears. how to succeed without your parents support? tell me how?

rarh, on a lighter yet most random and out of place note, i am hooked to David Archuletta’s ‘Touch My Hand’ its such a catchy song. and his vocals are woot. wahahaha

problem 2, her. just a couple of days ago, she finally told me. told me the guy she has been referring to i her nick and her blog. ouch i must say. but i still took it as a friend. she has doubts. she has fears. dont we all. apparently some jerk led her on and left her dangling, disappeared into thin air. hate pple like that. and its consequences? her lost in trust in guys and even struck a fear of disappointment and rejection in her. what happened to the old strong one? i cant find it. she’s been hurt too bdly, and can i help her? maybe he can. i dont knw wat the future holds neither do i know what iam gonna do. let nature takes its course. we meet new friends in diff chapters of our lives. thou shall not limit myself to one fish, when i am in the ocean (:

heroes is wicked. the storyline and even Arthur Petrelli. shall nt blog abt heroes alr. bored.

happy for cousin! she writes for myPAPER. look out for articles by Joy Fang (:

finally, stamford bridge has fallen! a new dawn has arrived! is this liverpool’s time? i keep my fingers crossed. its too early to determine anything.

Heroes is another love of my life! Season 3 can’t get any better. i love the twists, the suspense created. i can safely say that there is humanity in those who have powers. is it really good to pre-cog like Usutu or Angela or Isaac? i dont think so. Angela tried to kill Sylar when he was a young boy just because she saw the future monster Sylar. I strongly believe they are the cause of the future. their obsession to change the future sure changes the future they saw but it somehow results in something equally bad. hmm.

my favourite character thus far is non other than Daphne. She’s fast and she’s hot. a real hottie. (:

ok that doesnt show her prettiness. maybe this one will

OMG no Heroes next week! assholes.

finally my tiring week has ended with this blog entry.

monday i had moonlight marshal rehearsal at the actual campsite. waste of time. 2 days 1 night of MLM and 1 rehearsal really puts your mood down. you have to focus so much you dont really have to care whats going on outside of the activity. yet i still found some time to care for you. life’s so exciting isnt it? sometimes when you expect things to go your way, they don’t and you end up disappinted.

anyway was on leave on friday and i took my first practice at Basic theory! must admit its actually quite easy. no wonder you need to get 90% instead of 50%. haha. but there are ome stuff that you wont know if you didnt read through. but i believe those questions will hardly affect your score. i waited and waited and waited and waited and waited for your sms and waited and waited and waited and waited for your reply when i smsed you instead. i took the liberty to take some medicinns for you. willing to travel to somewhere convenient for you. but i got nothing. dont ask me why i didnt call instead cos i ot ticked off alr. i gave the benefit of the doubt that maybe you are so sick you slept the whole day. but i got nth that night when i smsed again. and neither have i gotten a reply now. why? true that its my choice to help. but is it entirely unreasonable to be mad attbeing taken for granted. i waited like fool. i have had enough.

treat your friends better. dont let your personal feelings for someone else affect the way you treat your friends. they are human too. have the decency to reply, to inform, to acknowledge. treat them the way you want them to treat you or you will lose them. just like how you are about to lose one now. i dont deserve this.

i wish you all the best in life. and no people, i am not being emo. i just dont like being taken for granted. i am sure you will understand my actions when you have gone through it. i have better friends to care for.

enough of you. today i had my RT cover at Khatib Camp. it was horrid to wake up at 6am on a sunday morning and then thinking abt the next day’s duty. yes, i am on duty on deepavali! how nice. but its ok. this mth i get to claim 2.5 day off plus one less duty next mth. haha. gonna accumulate my offs and whack them before i ORD. anyw i had fun yesterday with shu, pam and baldwin. we visited Hadi! our dear prison warden friend from medic course. he’s still on cructches! poor guy. hahah we took a damn long bus from his house to far east plaza. wndow shopped for awhile before making my way home to rest for today’s morning cover.

meet again soon! all the best for Brunei!

as promised, here are pictures of my new dog! he loves to bite man. thks to sis for the photos.

sorry for the long absence ! much has happened in the few weeks that i have not blogged

firstly i am sick, like whats new. sick since last friday and now i am losing my voice. shit. tts bad man. pretty much settled in my new medical centre in DB. been on duty on my own twice last week. its been manageable luhh. sorta used to it alr.

secondly, we got a new dog today. yes, we are over Brownie! i am sure he is resting in peace. (:

we got a new golden retriever! born 19 june this year. so he’s abt 4 mths old soon? his name is oscar! haha. so far he loves smelling our feet. he’s in confinement now cos he needs to be toilet trained. we as a family are hoping to make amends and treat him well. no more human food for this dog. he shall stick to only his food so he wont fall sick so easily. i heard he will grow fast for the next few mths. will upload photos very soon!

25/11/08 Basic Theory Test! been attending lessons with kok siang at bukit batok driving centre. we are progressing really fast. i already feel the pinch in my pocket. as we progress, we have to fork out more and more money. lucky BTT practise is $2 otherwise i think i will just go without preparation.save save SAVING time.

met little one today at united square. tried to help her but stressed her more instead. i cant help her much cos i threw all A level info away already. so i passed her some useful books of mine and taught her a way of revising effectively. she’s still rusty here and there. i wont be surprised if she felt sian just now after struggling for awhile. its ok. you still have some time. work hard. burn sleeping hours and everything will be just fine. (; little one is a very nice girl to go out with. nice to see her smile. makes her more pretty. so smile more ok!

thats all for this week. will blog soonnn with pictures.

whee i m back.

i  seriously wanna smash my keyboard.its not producing all the letters i have hit! arhhh.wireless fuck technology.oops.

MOPA is a really great role for me. i get to learn multiple stuff. stuff i dreamt of learning when i was a kid. so one of my wishes has been granted in that sense. i have met many drugs, many conditons etc and i remember them well cos its been my passion. not to take them mind you. but to learn abt them. and learn their purpose. thus i  am inspired to do pharmacology. its a sign! hopee i can get that course nxt year when i reapply!

euthenics may seem cruel but for browny’s case, i guess its the best and least painful way. i saw him and patted him for the last time last night but i didnt stay to watch his death. i heard it took a few seconds. i am glad really, my prayers have been answered. Rest in peace my boy! we will meet again one day. i am sure

its sad that i cant feed you again and watch you play along as i hide your food.

its sad that i cant hug you and watch your tail wag.

its sad that i cant watch you enjoy as i rub your once big belly.

its even more sad to watch a piece of me wither away.

i am sorry i took you for granted sometimes and i am sorry for being a jerk as to apologise when you are in this state.

i am sorry i scolded you when you were noisy.

i am sorry for not taking care of you when auntie is not around, thus you have to be taken care in a ‘day care centre’ resulting in the deterioration of your health.

i am sorry i cant help you in anyway to ease your pain.

i am sorry i cant spend time with you though your days are numbered.

i am really sorry to be a bad owner.

i love you, wholeheartedly. i won’t forget you as you are my best friend, my brother, my companion and my listening ear.

when you leave, i know you fought for your life. just know that we fought together with you and we did all we could, but age has caught up on you and there’s nth we can all do abt it.

promise me you will watch over us when you go.

please, promise me you will be there for me when i need you

justin.